Recently,
as we prepared to sell cattle, late on Friday, I decided to snap one last photo
of the cow we were culling. Since Dad’s stroke, I have used my small camera
given to me by my brother-in-law to record photos for Mother to see what is occurring
out in the pastures with her cattle herd.
Just as
the sun began sinking under the west horizon, I returned to the house. I still
had several needful tasks to complete that Friday evening. I reached in both
jeans pockets and pulled out two empty hands. The left one should have
retrieved the small camera.
After
unsuccessful searches where I stored my gloves and where I fed the cats, I told
Mother I would be back shortly. I zipped out with a small lighted lantern and
inspected thoroughly the seat of the cab of the feed truck. No trace of the tiny camera in
its protective case could be found.
As I
trudged back to the house, I recognized I had two choices: I could begin
complaining, lamenting, and questioning why this had happened to me or I could
begin praying for God to give me a peace even though I had no clue about the
whereabouts of my #1 recording tool. I prayed fervently as I approached the
house, “Father, keep me from letting a complaint come out of my mouth. Give
me a peace amidst uncertainty about the camera. Give me faith to know You will
bring good from this seemingly horrible situation." I think I even shook my head
as if to dislodge the thought about the myriad of photos on my SD card in the
camera. Then I whispered, “God, help me trust this to You.” Surprisingly, I did
trust Him that night.
The
following early morning, my sister and brother-in-law came. With patience,
teamwork, and a slow-paced maneuvering of a few errant bovines, we achieved
getting the cattle sorted for selling. Soon the truck and trailer arrived for
transporting them to the Pawnee Livestock Sale.
As I
moved the feed truck, I opened the truck door to exit. I could hardly believe
my eyes. There in the compartment of the driver’s door was the missing camera!
As I stuck the lost camera deep in my jacket pocket, I silently prayed, “Lord, You had to have caused that camera to slip into that compartment on the door as it dropped from my pocket. I would have never found it anywhere else. Thank you, Thank You, Thank You!”
In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul. Psalm 94:19
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