Sunday, September 6, 2015

Remembering Summer Jalyn Goad Novotny

On September 6, 2012, Summer died as the result of a car accident. Summer was a great-great granddaughter of William and Rosa Rainey, whereas I am a great-granddaughter. A few months after her death, her mother, Janice Funkhouser Goad and I had a time to visit. At that time, Janice shared this experience with me. Today seemed the appropriate time to post Janice's powerful account of God's faithfulness. With Janice's permission, I retell her story. It is her hope that all who read this will be sure that they have trusted Jesus to give them eternal life because of His death on the cross for all humankind.
Janice's favorite photograph of her
youngest daughter.
     (I gave permission for this story to first appear as a tribute from Summer's family in the September 1, 2015 issue of "The Pawnee Chief.")
    Janice bent over slowly to light the small candle on the end table in the living room during the late afternoon. A light fragrance drifted throughout the room lifting her mood just with a quick whiff of the pleasing aroma.
     The kitchen needed some attention. As she cleaned and tidied, her mind drifted to the recent events. The fatal car accident that took the life of her youngest daughter reopened the wound in her heart from several years earlier when her only son died. She had leaned on the Lord during that time as He reassured her of His presence and of the reality of eternity. Never did she dream she would be in this same heart-wrenching grief sequence again.
     Putting the final touches on the kitchen cleanup, she walked back into the living room with thoughts of sadness and loss lingering in her mind, only to be startled by a sinister-looking shadow on the wall. How evil and threatening it appeared  pervading and ominous in the living room!
     Suddenly she heard in a still, small voice, “It is only a shadow. A shadow cannot hurt you.” Immediately she recalled, “Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for thou art with me.”
      It is the cold shadow of death that separates us from our loved ones. Yet it is only a shadow, because Jesus conquered death on the cross putting it under His blood. She sensed His still, small voice whispering, “It is only a shadow. A shadow can’t hurt you.”
     The reality in the room was the tiny flame of the candle. Janice meditated on Jesus’ confirmation, “I am the Light of the world.” He who is the Light also is the Resurrection and the Life. Janice could be confident that those she loved who had trusted in Jesus as Savior were experiencing the Light of Jesus in His presence in heaven.
     Deep within, she became so assured that we see through a glass darkly as we gaze at eternity from here on earth. Janice found herself saying confidently with David following his young son’s death as recorded in 2 Samuel 12: “…Can I bring him back again? I shall go to him, but he shall not return to me.”
      Death is only a shadow seeking to frighten, immobilize, and devastate but as John wrote of Jesus as life and “The life was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.” In this same way, the tiny flickering glow illuminated the room and only in the darkness was the shadow so menacing. If we focus on the eternal light of Jesus, we can understand the temporal sting of death and look beyond to the joy of eternity with Him and our loved ones.
A photo from Gladys Rainey Smith's collection of
Sammy Jack Goad, Summer's father. Sam, as we now
refer to him, was my grandmother's great-nephew. My
grandmother, Gladys Rainey Smith, and his grandmother,
Daisy Dean Rainey Rice, were sisters.

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